lyrics
darling, dearest of friends
you're all i've wanted
i get so carried away
thinking about you everyday
i long to reclaim control
the motion my thoughts tend to flow
but once, once, i promise just once
let's give into indulgence
don't you crave something new
a cure for a bad attitude
at the pinnacle of platitudes
a pinch ever so minuscule
will make plain the nuisances
that obstruct one's clairvoyance
but no, no, you know just say no
to forgo the insufferable
feel good, beam out upon the world down below us the candescence from our love
that taste, meow, feline postures how ever could your eyes go on forever
threadbare cocoon awaiting spring's bloom, your mood lift turns worms to butterflies
each moment's impeccable, a perfect circle, incalculable a starting point or end
grinding teeth, giddy angst, your urges to moderate are starting to irritate
then boat tips, nauseous, heart beat full speed
storm clouds, itch fits, mouth foul, i need another sniff
then pow i'm back up again
a mere fit of indiscretion
let's dance to the sunset with glee
then kiss and get all cuddly
what's real, what is a dream
i float above such inquiry
i want your heart and your soul
your body and your mind in full
i feel it
sedated boredom to get me through the morning of anguish, envy, and contempt
can't trust my gut until i catch up with my main girl serotonin
pleasure's perversity lies in its propensity to demand an exorbitant position in a life
each moment's irrelevant, i couldn't care less outside me if the world came to an end
i'm a creep filled with hate, exhausted from the crucible that's life each day
teething, not quenched, fix me, fuck them
i said stay, go away, i can't stand anything
stormbound, run out, come down
with a fever
sinking, entrenched, stagnant sewage
floating, nose bleed, sloshing in my head
stormbound, run out, come down
with a fever
credits
from
Out Of,
released November 1, 2015
brian bo - vibraphone
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